What am i thinking?

2011-12-23T04:41:00.000-08:00

Having my intern!

Tiring and busy hmmm.

i lost 2kg.

Mum and frens ask is that so stress!

i say YES

BYEZ

2011-12-12T04:50:00.000-08:00

First day of wk 2 of intern!

life is as usual busy and time flies.

i want a holiday! bring me along if can LOL

juggling among work, class and tuition.

1 wk 7 days no rest dao!

hmm.. fulfilling life bah.

希望假的希望！new phrase learnt.

Byez

2011-11-12T05:00:00.001-08:00

i just shopping!

all my things not in good condition.

i wan a black handbag,proper heels for ITP, cardigan, com mouse,etc

all this need money!

watever!

dun care if it is a good or bad mood, girls will still shop!

HAHAHH!

2011-11-06T06:01:00.000-08:00

had been crying since morning till now!

believe me i am crying when typing these words.

i dun no who can i spill out my troubles.

but bro is always with me

I admire you cause u can fly freely!

i admire you cause you had the world i want!

i admire you cause you can laugh happily.

i admire you cause you got more happiness than me!

2011-10-22T06:52:00.000-07:00

一万次的感动等于一次的心动。

2011-10-10T05:59:00.001-07:00

对的时间，遇见对的人，是一生幸福；对的时间遇见错的人，是一场心伤；错的时间，遇见错的人，是一段荒唐，错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息。

2011-10-09T06:34:00.001-07:00

DREAM HIGH! DREAM BIG!

2011-10-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

I know i will be busy when sch start!

too much thing on hand.

i admit i am greedy.

do i have a choice?

i am afraid later and future i will be now-where.

BYEZ

2011-10-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

I am just like standing on the road conjunction. should i turn left or right?

i am afraid that i made a wrong decision.

Basically, i also hate to make wrong decision.

if wrong then waste my time leh.

maybe it will be minimum 2 years n most whole life time.

wat should i do?

hmmm. i did not plan to think my life so far.

but sometime is the reality that i need to face.

i always had the mindset. maybe there is no tmr for me. y should think so far leh....

i think i should make decision on my gut feelings.

hahaha learn from my psychology fren

BYEZ

2011-09-23T23:29:00.000-07:00

如果我们只看到事情的果，不去探究真正的因，我们永远看不到人纯真善良的一面。

2011-09-12T06:16:00.000-07:00

So Scary!

i scare my letter is not received.

bad feeling arh.

suddenly felt bad times i had this few months or weeks

there is a difference btw a kid n adult

when a kid made a mistake, ppl felt ok

but if is adult, ppl will keep blaming n blaming

haiz wat a big difference

BYEZ

2011-09-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

Life is not that smooth arh!

I will just say today.

on the 8 sep thu, i woke up at 530am. super scare i overslept.

i left house at 645 n took train to queenstown.

i wan to take bus but i miss it.

time check 720 i scare i late n i took cab LOL! super near nia

then i reach i thought L19 n no one there.

near 8 then got ppl n they say is L2.

then L2 say no it is at career centre! stupid i walk here n there.

somemore no iphone with me is in e locker cause is a camera phone.

then i reach all guys there!

staring at me sia!so weird!

then we waited for everyone n 845 we took the test

I SWEAR THIS IS THE LONGEST TEST SO FAR I TOOK!

i took 4hrs to complete! e ppl say 3-5 hrs test (faint)

OK! i know i will not pass e test!

even got also borderline pass sia!

if not 2.5 yr later i try again!

super tough dun think is easy ok???

i reach home at 145pm n no lunch eaten i super hungry but no energy to buy food.

after test i went toilet n both eyes super red!

see how much concentration it need!!!

slp for 1 hr plus n woke up to buy bread to eat.

poor me!

still got a form to fill n mail it back.

so ma fan!

u can ask me for tips if wan take!

BYEZ

2011-08-29T05:17:00.000-07:00

Left lcci! i had cleared 6 papers!

i think this is the most paper in my poly life.

i regretted taking lcci if not its holiday le!

i got tons of things wan to do.

hmmm. but still need to work.

spend too much money le!!!!

FYP goin to start soon!

time flies super fast!

i think i am the one who always think passed one day is one day!

then like that no need worry too much.

like this time de exam i nevr study alot.

mood is not there dun no y.

it is time to make a lot decisions.

Byez

2011-08-23T05:31:00.000-07:00

Hmm. left one exam paper n LCCI

super relax this time round of exam

dun no y no mood to study!!

super lot of things i wan to do this holiday!

hahah! i plan hao le

i am goin to listen to the talk! after i answer the call i got more hope like tat.

BYEZ

2011-07-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

so long no blog.

exams coming. no study week.

hope i can survive

so stress! so many things! so fan!

haiz life arh

2011-06-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to marina bay sands with my cousins and families.

There are fireworks! dun no y.

went there to walk walk cause we just ate our dinner together.

Treated by my cousin.

Tue FA test! hmm. should be okay de bah.

I think i quite relax cause i keep on watching dramas. LOL

Jia You for FA!

there are many projects to be submitted soon.

I wan chiong some during the MST wk.

Byex

2011-06-18T05:28:00.001-07:00

Super tiring day!

Morning went to ICA builing. cause i super lucky made mine passport at the time that there is printing error.

Then went to cut hair with my mum.

I cut 2 inch but i felt there is a difference. My mum say No leh ><

the stupid person cut also not balance then need to go cut again.

I am waiting for my dear Zorine to go with me.

Then my mum go another shop cut also not balance in the end i help her trim.

Nowadays ppl cut hair cmi la.

Reached home at 2+pm which i think i am goin to nap soon.

Mine clever dad dun no drop his wallet in the washing machine.

In the end all wet, we take out everything to clean zzzzzzzzz

Lucky all money is plastic ahhahaha...

the most sad is the precious amulet got wet!

my dad dun even let me touch before then now it is wet.

Super sad arh!

somemore tmr father's day!so i went to JP bought him a wallet.

Wat a coincidence arh! dun no he got purposely ma ^^

I felt got JP is the happiest thing. cause super near ! hahah

BYEZ

2011-06-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i just wondered.

is the person worth it to let you just put in all ur soul, time, effort?

Stupid. Must change the rules le.

I know if i never say they wun care de. then wat is the pt arh?

luckily, triplets are always there.

I think planning is impt but it takes time.

Experience will add value to it.

hmmm. I think i got a great dad.

He think i fever or wat why holiday not go work. LOL

hahah, he dun no i holiday somemore.

Then he recommend me go ION de LV shop work as part time.

This is the best thing he recommend ever!

hahah.

2011-06-06T05:58:00.001-07:00

《倩女幽魂》主题曲《还泪》
　　唱：林鹏曲：伍乐城词：林夕
　　怀了爱赎了罪
　　心里还有鬼
　　昨天错何时对
　　到底谁把谁连累
　　天网中向人间寻觅是非
　　欠你一笑还你一身眼泪
　　有情无理有愧无悔
　　似有还无有我不该有谁
　　有心无意有去无回
　　真情需要谁的假慈悲
　　一时冒昧一夜暧昧
　　一般愚昧你我是谁傀儡
　　一番体会一场误会
　　一朝化灰谁写纪念碑
　　怀了爱赎了罪
　　心里还有鬼
　　昨天错何时对
　　到底谁把谁连累
　　有情人离恨天惹甚是非
　　欠你一笑还你一身眼泪
　　欠你今生还尽来生的眼泪

2011-05-29T06:37:00.000-07:00

Hmmm. finally end CFA presentation.

I had suffered severe back pain from this project.

Am i always searching an answer from a qns when there is no ans.

HAIX..

maybe it is just a wrong path to take.

more ppl around like going more depress.

Ok, i think i think i am better than them.

I learn to pamper myself more.

Ok, consequences i am broke.

Sometime is hard to reject, cause u thought ppl de heart start to bleed.

But if u dun reject, u are the one whose heart is bleeding.

Accept the fact.

It is hard to balance it.

anyway, i am looking towards my HOLIDAY.

hahaah

2011-05-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

My mum cracked a joke today!

I ask her where is soap and shampoo cause they are running out.

She replied at the fridge!

LOL! i shocked!

WTH! she never listen to my qns carefully!

I wan to post the celebration photos.

but i am lazy.

I should start saving my money!

I spent TOO MUCH LE!

BYEZ

2011-04-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

Sleep well and Hold tight!

tmr cousin SUPER DUPER HATE!

last time was ok but now confirm no!

mayb i old le.

they super ma fan

once cum i need to clear n pack my house again.

always last min inform.

Next time i will say please dun come to me house!

U are not welcome!

tmr i sure attitude u de! i am not in the mood ok?

Busy days are coming!

BYEZ

2011-04-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

yr 3 le dun admit old also cannot. LOL!

events coming up
28apr-cousin's 21 b day
8may-mother's day
9may-esther's b day
10may-cousin' wedding

hahah! i think officially broke!

sometimes in life there are bad times!

i also pray that faster pass the bad time @_@

indeed it works!

must be optimistic de!

BYEX

2011-04-10T06:50:00.000-07:00

just back from family dinner again!

confused feelings.

Luckily got 1 close cousin with me cause she is just younger than me by 1 yr

normally nothing to chat with the adults.

mayb i know hoe to interact with them but sometimes is lazy.

we had a BEAUTIFUL childhood memory.

we chat all day long. hahah loves^^

all those day i am trying to find them back.

alot of 'red bombs' coming to me!!!!

28 apr- 21 bday of one cousin
May- got one wedding, one ROM
Dec- mayb bro's wedding!

i felt some ppl very idiot cause she told my cousin she was pregnant.
WTH! she onli 5 days then will know meh......
Confirm see my cousin de money onli!
SUper angry!

a bit weird cause brother is getting married!
he is planning now!
a bit confused is HAPPY or Sad!

sometimes is u dun no how to pour ur sorrow to others!
i hid it all in my heart!@_@
just wonder how big my heart is! HOHO!

I WAN TO BUY A PAIR OF BLACK HEELS!

randomly i wan to buy!

BYEZ

2011-04-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

I am tired! finally ended work!

I regret cause too far!

REN!!!

hahah.everyday counting down then end lo hohho...

i wan to enjoy my last wk!

timetable out i think not bad. except thu till 5 hiaz...

i thought my fren go tattoo a star on his back.

cheat my feelings. is he pei fren go only.

ahahha

BYZE

2011-03-28T06:18:00.000-07:00

Nice day arh!

my colleague drove me home! haahha! treat me drink and bought a bookmark for me! YIPEE!

i just realized i always eat lunch wif diff ppl. only 1 same. LOL

somemore he is sitting beside me.

finally i pick up a phone. ^^

stone for a hour again! am i practicing stoning job?

a funny call today!

Andy: Hello blah blah. There is no Shirley here! (looking at me)
He hung up the phone

Andy: you not call Shirley horz. LOL
Me: No!

phone rings again.

Andy: hello blah blah
hung up.
Andy: my girlfriend not working here la.

weird ppl call always!

today meeting the atmosphere was super tense.

i sat there dun even dare to talk.

today do cut n paste at work.

Some people dun no wat is LOGO!

so big for wat! i cut here n there then make nice nice. LOL

suddenly became designer ><

nice dream i made!

i dreamt i wan to go sea side wif Zixin N Anna!

LOL!? they dun even know each other!

somemore so real ><

i just about to go out to meet them.

my alarm ring! so spoiler.

haiz

BYEX

2011-03-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

New working environment not bad !

starting i stone 1hr to wait for email. hahah a bit too FRee

then lunch ppl cal me to eat then i dun no wan follow who.

i am afraid phone rings cause i really no idea wat to press or wat.

the funny thing is ring le i still dun no.

i look at e guy beside then i say my phone ring?

ahah. LOL

i am the youngest in the company. HOHO!

then somemore told me it is a very good job if it PT de.

ahha but too far bah.

i am thinking how to spend my salary leh.

now my brain is full of company names cause whole day sorting it from A to Z

currently working in a advertising company. although the office quite weird cause it is located like in a xxxx building.

hate my dad side ppl. always my family treat dinner!

PLs we dun no open or own a bank ok!!!!!!

somemore from woodlands to yishun so near y cal me dad drive

Idiot!

SUPER angry!

byex

2011-03-23T22:55:00.000-07:00

NO more rotting at home!

tmr will start work at balastier road! bleh bleh...

data entry for 2 wks.

i think it kills lots of my time anyway.

this holiday SUPER FREE!

i think whether to join another family trip to malaysia.

arh. my passport photo dun look like me hahhah.

BYEZ

2011-03-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

I am amazed of myself!

I actually packed neatly my wardrobe and my mum one's!

Unbelievable.

Nice and neat. clean somemore.

I am too bored to be at home cause i dun wan spend money.

then i find something to do.

I realised my clothes are in a mess and start packing.

Firstly, i throw everything on the bed.

then clean my wardrobe

then each type of clothes 1 color hanger.

eg. pants-->purple
shirt-->blue

then fold the clothes.

hehehe i am too FREE!

i think i crazy le. i think next time got one more step is to iron the clothes then put it back.

hoho!

believe me! i did this before! somemore is neighbour de clothes! LOL!

fri off to genting! i am packing now!

BYEZ

2011-03-03T07:13:00.001-08:00

BOring days ahead!

hiaz..

went library to borrow bks with zorine to kill time!

starting to count my sleepless night...

i am waiting for my genting trip!

no work to me like no life!

i am searching dramas to watch to spend time!

possibility possibility...

i think i really cannot stay at home for 1 day! super uneasy for my body..

BYEZ

2011-02-28T06:15:00.001-08:00

i cannot sleep! maybe exam too stress!

i try my best to relax le. but i felt my sleeping hours is decreasing more n more.

i am sad cause of work!

i need work cause of money!

dun care leh!

i love sleeping cause this is the onli time my brain can stop thinking!

GOD i need some of your pity!

holiday is nearer!

2011-01-30T05:37:00.000-08:00

last day at bpp!

super sad! my all those little kids! i will miss u all badly.

Today also bad incident happened!

haiz, small kids always got lots problems.

I admire their innocence. their cheerfulness make me smile the whole day.

i think i got "gan qing" with them le.

somemore they always cal me teacher. LOL

maybe they dun no cal me wat!

LOTS OF PROJECTS ARE KILLING ME STEP BY STEP!

haiz.

i dun love politics. Pls dun come find me!

y can't i have the life i wan.

BYEZ

2011-01-10T17:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIrthday to myself!

I am 19 this year le..

Hope i can have a great year ahead!

BYEZ ^^

2011-01-09T05:33:00.000-08:00

2 more days to my bday!

Busy work life to me!

i love some kids but not all.

i clear a mess of a kid today.

I love Yu yang the boy who attended 1st lesson crying...LOL

I dun no y ppl always ask me if i am a teacher. LOL

then fri worse dun no the adonis ppl cum ask whether his colleague got cum find me...

LOL

I multi job is it?

BYEZ

2011-01-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

Sch Started!

everything as per normal.

7 more days to count!

i am older again!

fun at work! cause of the mistakes i made. LOL

this year i dun no wat present i wan cause i bought everything le...

hmm...

nothing to say le.

BYEZ

2010-12-30T06:30:00.000-08:00

I am back to summarize my year 2010!

HOHHO! finally end 2010!

this was a terrible year to me >.<

I lost both my grandparents, it may be a cruel fact to me.
Although i may not be close to them, i do have feelings.
On the other hand it maybe a release for them.
No everyone can end their life peacefully and i do wish to have one.
I know everyone missed them, THE MOST WHICH IS MY MUM!

Went to telunas in mar which is an awesome place.
If i do have a choice i want to visit again, it contains part of my memorable memory.
If who do not know the place please Google it.

The first time i was admitted to the hospital.
I realized my health is the most important.
Of course, all my question marks started to arise because of this.
Then i knew who is the silly one who cried for me. bleh ^^

the first time i cried in poly cause i nearly forward a module.
this is a fearful experience.
I do not want it again!

I learnt to make a lot of decisions due to choice-making in poly.
Nevertheless, i chose my friends.
Cause i knew someone told me my choice and explained to me.

I love to write report rather than making me to think.
this is a new fact i realized.
I remembered i hate english the most. LOL

I had wonderful friends!
They pei me where i wanted to go!

I join MSLC! a nice working place.
Maybe no regret so far!
make new friends there

I love NDP when i was there personally.
cause this yr i experienced it. normally i dun watch LOL

I knew i had a BUSY life!
maybe this make my life meaningful isn't it?

I knew poly life is more tougher and tougher. but with my frens is no a problem.

Nice Birthday party! THANKS to PQ n Zorine!
hahah..mine birthday is coming again.
looking forward to it.

tmr goin my dad's year end celebration party! heheh

Byez.

although it maybe be a glimpse, it changed my life!

2010-12-23T04:23:00.000-08:00

My holiday where are u?

I almost went back to sch everyday for projects!

I wan to rest. lol

finally want to end 2010 le.

I rebonded my hair with zorine.

i think i should count down to my b day! hahah

PLs dun give me back my test paper can?

I expected the outcome le.

I just slp 2 hrs, i think i too stress till fall asleep.

GOD! PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME IN WAD!

i serious dun no wat is WAD then haven even start it also.

hiaz.

BTW i am searching for flowers pics. it was so beautiful.

Appreciate small little things make life feel great.

BYEZ

2010-11-24T06:05:00.000-08:00

Haix..

how long i have been working for them?

i keep on make mistakes or rather say i dun no

sometimes is the parents bah

now i got a feeling of not working anymore

i do agree the ppl there are ok but sometimes no bah.

i spill all my trouble to pq!

LOl. my rubbish.

i now super pek cek!

how i wish i anythings dun no. i dun care leh.

Exam is coming!

I am looking forward to holiday!

I dun no i made a right choice or wat.

I ONLY know i made any decision will regret de. I chose the one i regret the less! LOL

i cannot fulfill everyone needs and wants ok? i dun think god will do that also

BYEZ

2010-11-06T06:57:00.000-07:00

end my fruitful day!!!

SUPER DUBER HAPPY!

THANKS YL for pei-ing me doing nails.

she stand super long n wait super long for me ><

i think no one can wait soo long bah plus muz shop wif me

a bf will not do that...

i bought my bag FINALLY!

i bought a shirt!

i do nails!

money lost!

My yl onli bought a comb! LOL

she pei me whole day although she shop ytd onli..ahhaha

we meet a pervert at far east..digusting...

HATE that kind of ppl..

tmr no work!

shop with mum again...

mum complain i bought sooo many things...

nothing is done till now

BYEZ

2010-11-05T18:48:00.000-07:00

Goin shopping with YL later!

ahhah..i am soo happy..

i found no one free but yl very free..

if got time then faster go shop if not no time liao...

i forgot my BPP branch open next week. OH GOSH!!

should i work tmr???

my hw all not done.

BYEZ

2010-10-31T05:44:00.001-07:00

Finally me lappy is back! hohoh

i promise that i will take good care of it..

please stay with me till i graduate ok!! ^^

it was so tiring, although there is some regret but i make the decision myself..

SORRY! if i hurt u with my words but no choice i do mean it.

Pls wake up! dun treat it as it is the end of the world.

My work mayb slack n busy during different times.

Enjoy life ppl!

my this sem is rojak can! wat modules i had lol.

BYEZ.

one week no work le.

2010-10-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

Shocked of my life when i saw my results!!!

I thought i was too sleepy till i see wrongly..

It is always unexpected.. mayb my expectation also failed.

currently my brain cannot work to much...

I only concentrated on WORK ! WORK!

haha..thank you for look highly on me.. i will try my best then...

Does luck always come to you???

NO really, but if it come i will grab tightly!!!

Mayb i am thinking too far already..

I wan shopping!!!

Is there any spare days for me???hhaha

But i am broke now..

I can foresee i will be broke le...

sick oh...

ty Doctor! i always learn things from u...

BYEZ

2010-09-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

BACK from F1! awesome i can say!

saw lots of star/artists/band/singers

be jealous of my benefits!

basically we are not allow to watch the concert

BUT i am beside the stage!!! ^^

how can i close my eyes for whole day..LOL

ppl pay the money not to watch race i think

mostly watch concert.. ok

the first star i saw is Chippendales LOL...

dun no who are them then check out!

of course they have their own stage n staff cannot enter...

overall the staff there very good!

the merchandise shirt quite X leh...

hahah.. my leg ache now...

goin to work tmr with YAN LING!!

1st time lol...

dun no how they got my num...

BYEZ

2010-09-21T06:53:00.000-07:00

YTD went out with pq n vivien!!!

we went bugis then go central!

hahah...actually to go the job briefing...

i felt very idiot the ppl let me waste my mrt fare><

if i wan the job 6 yrs ago i do lo... wait for u...

stupid ppl...

SUPER BORING AT HOME!

but ytd quite happy cause go central see the mooncake festival de thing...

not much although..

THE MEAL we had is super full n cheap..

hahha..thank someone for intro!

where should i go tml???

hmmm....

bYEZ

2010-09-15T19:03:00.000-07:00

FINALLY END MY EXAM STRESS!

mayb u think i end early but i have the most number of paper and start the earliest AND 2papers a day!

pretty sad when they always organised it this way!

ITS OVER! now i only hope i pass everything....

Who cares about GPA! it is still dropping..

Just leave it n nature will take its course...

seriously bored this few days. I need a job! if got must intro to me!!!

mayb my butt really sit at home everyday! BUT i am lazy to go out ><

I already list down the TO DO LIST this holiday!

hahah.. i am fast...

UPDATE MY schdule again

17 sept--> RC meeting plus F1 briefing
18 sept--> BCLS course
19 sept--> CPR cum AED course
24 sept--> F1
25 sept--> F1
26 sept--> F1
2 oct--> SMART thing plus ARTZ event

haha...my life full of events.

my father also said why ur things always planned so ahead de..

^^ i have no idea leh..

lastly, I AM FREE! LOL

BYEZ

2010-08-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

I am back.

SUPER tired after chalet...

a terrible experience ok!!

i dun like the sense of insecure..

hate it!

2 weeks goin past.. nth done ><

suddenly got a feeling.. haha...

random thoughts la

hahah..i got a new tv ^^

BYEZ

2010-08-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

HAHAH! I am back

I am quite busy dun no y???

ESPECIALLY I AM NOT IN YOG!!! LOL

I LOVE TIMBRE MUSICFEST!!

u marked my day fri 13

I will be back next yr...

AWESOMWE!!!!

I am soo tired now...

I attended 2 talks which is 3 days long n a musicfest..

I think i should overnight at NUS CC

I am very familiar to there le.. this week go there 3 times n previous... ten fingers also not enough..

Today went to Yio Chu Kang.. 1 hr train><>

ZZZZZ...

I dun no y i love talks beside the food n the person....

hahah..

OK!

This coming schedule!!!

MON 16-- going sp cause faciliate the japanese students

Tue 17-- same as mon

Wed 18-- Chalet

Thur 19-- tuition

Fri 20-- RWPS DAY!!!

Sat 21--HOME ( if can)

Sun 22--HOME (if can)

This week i went out every single day except tml...

hahahah... I think i really enjoy AUGUST THIS MONTH....

BYEZ

laugh as much as you breathe, love as long as you live.

2010-08-04T05:59:00.000-07:00

I am back to complain.

I seriously hate myself as a perfectionist!

I am doing my dip plus report now.

I am doing the part to compile.

I realised everything is like flying here n there I am trying to catch it.

I cannot take it liao.

Should i give up? a bit wasted...

I know the fact that interest will not last u long.

BUT sometimes is the environment that cause u to change.

I cannot deny the fact that I really try my best le.

Whatever the results i will accept it.

In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love.

-- Mother Teresa

I learnt it last fri de talk...

sometimes I felt happy when others are happy

Will u?

BYEZ

2010-07-25T07:09:00.000-07:00

I must endure!!

Finally passed my 1st aid test!! the last time i took is like 3 yrs ago.

LOL.

luckily got vivien to pei me..

JY for tml dip plus presentation...

back to my schedule which is the additional stuffs beside my studies.

30 jul --- Youth expedition project

7 to 8 august-- ASEAN forum

9 aug-- go ndp with YL, nick n DUN NO WHO...

13 to 18 aug-- Yest Swop Shop! (YOG event de)

13 Aug--Timber MusicFest

16—27 Aug

(Schedule to be confirmed at later date)--Student Facilitators for Japanese Exchange Students

2 Oct --Arts Extravaganza at NUS

good luck to me! hope there will be no add on to this...

no mood in study le cause my holidays gone...

ARH.. i wan go bintan but chermaine dun wan pei me

INSTEAD she wan go cambodia...

I tel her i no $$$$

haahahah...

MISS MY ZORINE n PQ...

BYEZ

2010-07-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

Will be uploading my schedule for the 3 weeks YOG!!

I am already packed.

A bit sad cause no time to study.

Mayb is because of my results.

Disappointed..

Sometimes ppl perceive it in a way BUT acutally it does not.

ZORINE, i update le.

LOL.

BYEZ

2010-07-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

this may be an old song but good lyrics.

你问在我心中
是否还苦恼
那次受伤
否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照
我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
那次流过的泪
让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到
与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
爱虽然很美妙
却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待
仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手
等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上
一定会遇到
对的人出现
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱
海阔天高
喔---耶----

BYEZ

2010-06-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

Went out today with MUM!!

hahah..^^

1st time went eye brown threading...

LOL... is my mistake cause i thought trimming...

BUT results was good...

nice experience but a bit pain arh...

I am currently with 2 students leh...

cause my P6 wan full time...

how can i full time while i am a full time student

funny lol...

finding new student now..

take care MINDy! she was sick today n no meeting.

BYEZ..

2010-06-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today went back sp to do my Dip-plus assignment...

very hard...

SCHIZOPHRENIA ARH!!!!

completey lack of time cause is due in week 3 after holiday...

WTH! 2 members still never come...

we tried our best le..

idiot...

completely no mood to do isec..

SORRY MINDY!!! LOL..

FINALLY HINT SOMEONE A SECRET!!!

I said to him:"I tel u a thing arh.. be prepare there is something you dun no de..."

LOL!!!!

i felt bad not to tell him..

BUT felt bad if i split out..

hiaz... y i know it arh????

hhahah..(Zorine also know-- add one more ppl in)

simply forgot the meaning behind the necklance...

BYEZ

2010-06-20T06:02:00.001-07:00

Went out with ZOrine today! ^^

i enjoyed the wind for half an hour...LOL

hahahha...

then we went shopping..but i bought nothing..

i eye on a pair of shoes...

WAITING FOR PQ TO BUY WITH ME!!!

LOL...

soo SCARY today...

we both like play hide n seek..erm...

reason UN KNOWN...

soo tiring..

keep hearing MEIQI!!!

THE FIRST TIME!!!

i go out need look for ppl

look for clothes

look for way

look for zorine....

so ma fan...

i 1st reaction today is turn back n walk...

this is the 1st time i never think n see just turn

JIU CORRECT LE

haahah

SECRET!!!

BYEZ

2010-06-19T05:33:00.002-07:00

SO FAST!!! 1 week holiday gone....

packed with projects ....

tml goin to meet ZORINE!!!

ahahah...

LOL...

blurr girl lost 20Dollars during work...

SUDDENLY THOUGHT OF MY YUN!!!

hahah...

thinking to free one day for her...

random...

i know that i need to give up something to gain something...

but i cannot bare to let go

HOW???

BYEZ

2010-06-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

MST OVER!!!

i am very sad about it...

I ONLY GOT ONE WISH

which I ONLY HOPE ALL MY WISHES COME TRUE....

hiaz...

Holidays are full of projects...

problems do exist is u dun realise about it...

I KNOW THERE IS A LOGIC BOMB IN MY BODY!!!

ahhahah... study too much le....

took the personality test recommended by PK

holiday... here i come....

2010-05-12T07:24:00.000-07:00

OH NO!!!

MY gastric today pain again...

LUCKY a while only...

terrible.. shall elaborate more next post...

heavy workload and work till late to finish all...

currently got a break le..

i dun no am i lost or dun no where to start off

everything seems to be done..

LOL

hope i am right

life is full of wonders

BYEZ

2010-05-04T08:20:00.000-07:00

2010-04-30T06:45:00.000-07:00

2 weeks of sch is tiring!!!

Mayb i am too busy or i had lost interest in studies....

Recently i feel a bit out... i think i am not the only one.....

YOu may think that i become quiet...BUT I think you are too noisy...

there is no way to make 2 parties to acheive things they want together soooo easily.....

Hiaz... too much thoughts le...

i know i am not that fortunate...

i cannot smile without giving a thought to it...

i cannot cry easily...

i cannot forget everything i dislike

i cannot do things that i want so much

I FELT THAT I NEED A LISTENING EARS!!!!

U MUZ BE HONOUR TO BE MY EAR!!!!

cause i seldom split it out....

I HATE LIES!!!!

i cannot take a lie at alll...honestly i say i not angry...in my heart is opp

Y U NEVER LEARNT UR LESSON????

cause i believe it will change

BUT THERE IS A LIE IN IT!!!!!

the reason i am still survive cause i know there are more ppl worse than me....

i may regret to take psychology cause e more u realise ur self...

MAYB U WILL STOP SURVIVING....

tml goin out wif my cousin ^^...NO REST sian.....

2010-04-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

ARH!! Mon start sch le...

ytd went to interview wif pq

super weird in formal n somemore location at BUGIS><

we both like aliens casue ppl give us the look...LOL

we both dun look like 18???

ahahah...both pro n con

A COMMON QUESTION TO ME...

IS.. ARE U A SINGAPOREAN???

OF COURSE...MAYB i dun hav the look

ytd interview ask me... ARE U BILINGUAL???

okok...in my heart i think i dun no how to speak cl or el meh??

ppl like to ask me this type of ques...

I FULL OF ?????

i got the job le...

BUT A CONFUSED FEELING...

suddenly i think i wan rest.. mayb too long nevr work or wat...

sian..

here i cum my dramas...

BYEZ

2010-04-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

time table out.. i dun no is gd or bad...

cause to me is still the same...

i am busy+busy...

i now thinking how to plan the timing arh...

lucky dip plus same as jing han n ying jie...

they 2 only i know..lol

i think this hoolidaayyy...

I LEARNT NEW THINGS.. ENJOY MYSELF^^

i never work like whole holiday....

i went shopping...watch dramas...read books...

VISIT MUSEUM!!!!

U MAY THINK I AM CRAZY!!!

BUT REALLY VISIT ONE N U WILL KNOW...

mayb i am e one interested in history... but not from books....

everyone is curious ....so am i...

our secret.. contract of truth...

BYEZ

2010-04-01T20:54:00.000-07:00

Finally ended 14 days of work!!!

my legs can have a gd rest le!!!

i miss the time that we work together...

we like slacking n we still got pay..hahah

HOORAAYY!!! got in dip plus in psychology...

i dun no i make a right choice anot.. hiaz..

just go for it bah... that is wat my dad say...

I AM GOING TO BE MORE BUSY WHEN YR 2 CUM!!!

my one old student goin back to me again...

more money== no time...

then my p6 student goin PSLE...

then i still got dip plus + normal sch...

i wondering i got like 48 hrs per day ma..LOL^^

BUT i think still can cope

SERIOUSLY..I am still thinking to take others thing

hahah...

dun no my interest will last me long ma...

ANY ONE GD IN ENGLISH??? pls tel me then

i know when i not busy.. my dad will start to say me le...

so i rather be more busy...

the moment the conversation start, i wonder u r speaking the truth...BUT i feel like saying the truth...

this 2 weeks i think i will slack so that i can rest enough to start my DIFFICULT YR later on...

SHOPPING!!! PLAYING!! K-TVING!!!

HERE I CUM...

BYEZ

love mps...

2010-03-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

WORK IS TIRING BUT FUN!!!!

this is the balance of life....

3rd day le...

kena kiap by machine soo many times... pq also><

got subway treat??? hopefully

my legs like numb liao... no feel...

nice show ytd...lol

lots of police...

today with dog somemore....

SAW LOTS OF PPL I KNOW TODAY...

firstly kia chuen
secondly jia ping
thirdly jessica
forthly pricillia....never see yl><
fiftly java cher

FUNNY !!!

lots of ppl today at somerset cause of OG sale...

LASTLY!!! WE HIT THE TARGET WITHOUT WEI LIANG^^

he got injured 2nd day after work..LOL

BYEZ

2010-03-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

HEY PPL I'm BACK!!!!!

AWESOME BUT TIRING!!!

NICE SCENERY THERE!!! VERY ROMANTIC.....

I CONSIDER THIS AS A CHOICE FOR MY HONEYMOOON!!!!

LOL...

pictures not ready yet...soon bah...

ALL MY UNGLAM PHOTOs...

I SWEAR THIS CAMP I THROW ALL MY FACE, TOUCHED MOST TREES,OVERCOME EVERYTHING....

MY LEGS ACHED...i cannot sit properly now....

DAY 1

went for kayaking.... nice raft built by us and it FLOATS...

GRP NAME:CHOP CHILLI CHOP(random)
TOTAL: 8 guys n 4 girls.....
WE BONDED WELL....
the guys actually helped ask when we 4 girls are in the sea....
MISSION: to travel to another island...
NICE GUYS WE HAD...

DAY 2
we went to e jungle...

We felt like in NS

we trekked for 2 hours and climb the waterfall

should it cal waterfall?? 2 months there no raining then left a pool of water....

U KNOW WAT??? the day when we wan leave the jungle it rains...

the 3rd day also rains... the ppl there thanks us...

WE SAY WE BROUGHT THE RAIN WITH US...^^

near sg?? but no rain

we took 45min ferry to batam...

then 2 hrs to telunas....

i never went toliet in the jungle.... hahahha

my fren was like mind thinking to go anot

u know y???

cause is open space de....

then my fren very funny she told me when she took off her pants....

her butt hestiate... LOL

i never slp cause got lots of sound then drawn nearer...

then the hammock i dun dare to move cause i scare fall down...

my legs turn numb lol....

PRO SEAN EAT 10 termites.... EEEEEE.....

DAY 3

adventure race...

our grp ranked 2nd.. YIPEEE!!!!

sooo tiring cause 3 hours or 4 of adventure race

gd team work overall...

other grps lots of problem like that....

TELUNAS is like a resort... hut are built above the sea water...

very scary 1st time... bathing or wat the water just went str down...

u can see it....

it was like built by 3 "ang moh" then they know how to speak malay... gd

NO ONE IN SG WENT THERE B4 ONLI THE 1ST BATCH Of OUR SENIOR WENT IT!!!!

THE REST IS OTHER COUNTRIES...

WE ARE COUNTED LUCKLY!!!!

if i was given a chance i rather go these kind of places very remote n explore

then city....

the sand are fine there... the sea water is green.... the sky is nice...

the star...the sun...the place.... ARE ATTENTION GRABING....

the sea water is very salty ok.....

cause like tasting it during the games...

touch-up next post

BYEZ

2010-03-05T05:40:00.000-08:00

SIAN!!! i am broke....

went bugis with pq n zorine...

i bought a water bottle, watch, blouse....

then today bought sunblock...

spent money on CAMP zzzzz...

THANKS TO ZORINE

for her torchlight n keychain

BIG THANKS TO SIYI

for her shoes, track pants...

n hearing me grumbling for soo long...

i save a little bit compare to others

I HATE THIS CAMP!!!

everything is on your own de...

1st aid kit own self prepare... luckily i know 1st aid...

then got kayak... i got cert luckily...

one night in jungle no water... then no bath... USE WET WIpeS to clean urself....

but sian cause no ppl i know well in the grp

THIS IS POLY LIFE.... ALWAYS TOGETHER WITH STRANGERS...

THEN WE 1st THING ALWAYS IS.....

GET EACH OTHER HP NO...LOL

no wonder i soo many unknown number de...zzz

i hope this camp faster over...

LOTS OF PPL GRUMBLE WITH ME THIS CAMP ALSO^^

off to read my 1st aid n kayaking notes...

i am the one who after exam still mugging with notes....

BYEZ

2010-03-03T05:26:00.000-08:00

END OF EXAMS!!! HOORAY!!!

today acc mum to make hair><...

pack my books to throw hahaha

watch tv...

I AM FREE!!!!

let me update on my schdule...

5/3--> tuition plus meeting
6/3-->pack bag
7/3 to 10/3--> Camp in INDONESIA
11/3 to 14/3--> see got the IT show JOB??
further to be confirm

LET U SEE WHAT MY HOLIDAY WILL BE ABOUT!!!!

1.visit to Parliment House to observe parliment session
2. Attend meet the people session

Haiz.. this is my task leh...

my father still say GD!! i was sian cause need prepare lots of things

dad said: this is how u build ur network
I said:Ya lol.. next time do anything just give them a call bah..

LOL...

will take lots of photos cause no everyone got a chance....

camp also must take pics...

the background, atmosphere all different and nice...

adding a new record to visit INDO...

my dad complain i keep going overseas.. while he never go soo many countries like me....

A RANDOM UNCLE asked me: U this holiday never go overseas?
I replied: got go indonesia camp...
I asked my mum: he very random and i got the air stewardess look meh?

mayb got ahahha...

BYEZ

2010-02-25T20:20:00.000-08:00

4 down, last to go...

Jia you!! last paper is stats... ^^

soo happy... i think i will off to tai wan/cambodia/vietnam

hahahah.. i actually tag along with my dad company...

still not confirm yet cause haven bought ticket...

hahah this holiday flying around jiu ok le... no need work arh????

i wan money leh..

i am going to indonesia camp... a beautiful place but no time to enjoy

LTC stands for?? Leadership training camp

BUT now is new term--> Leaders of tomorrow Camp

LOL

no mood to study cause keep K --TVing

arh lots of shows to watch leh...

sooo happy... finally my dad allow me to go...cause is company de...

will be travelling wif collegues and those boss, chairperson

I HOPE GO TAIWAN CAUSE CAN GO SHOPPING><

hope dun clash wif my schudule...

holiday haven start then events flooded my time...

sian... i seems to be busy all times...

BYEZ

a bet of 6 rings and lifes...

2010-02-22T04:34:00.000-08:00

3 down, 2 more to go..><

today poa sucks!

lesson to be learnt : lecture words are not trustable....

no stock card must draw yourself...

i die at the bank recon...

somemore dun sit beside cher table...

i today sit feel like slapping them...

it was so noisy...

i cannot concentrate...

must JY JY le...

wed fom ARH!!!!

2010-02-19T06:33:00.000-08:00

JAVA SUCKS!!!

2 down,3 to go...

NVM its over le... dun think le...

i was like sitting there keep looking at tb then mind is still blank

i hope can get a B leh...

2 hrs paper... then went home after 740pm....

soo late de paper.. i was so hungry...

SOOO HAPPY !!!! when my mum cal...

i tel her i reaching in 3 min can u help me prepare my food^^

soo GREAT my mum!!!!

she is trying to ask i got umbrella anot LOL...

i sit down 815 str n eat hahahah...

then slack till now...

BYEZ

2010-02-18T04:59:00.000-08:00

0ne down, four to go

JIA YOU !!! tml is java...

i am gg to be dead...

today paper i onli use 50 mins bah

y paper put 2 hrs?

after 50 mins i thought 1hr plus LOL...

go camp briefing luckly i am there or i will be lost...

it seems to have gd team mates..,.

java-ing

2010-02-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR LE!!!

sooo happy...

fri so funny when my student wan hong bao from me

i replied i am still not married cannot give hong bao

SHE SHOWED me a shocked look and said i dun no never married cannot give hong bao...

LOL...

bought one dress and shirt, earrings with the shopping trip with sheena....

so glad that sheena can acc me...

poor sheena with her leg injured...

SAD NEW YR!!!

CAUSE
i got 5 exam papers to go
2 reflections ( completed)
1 essay(not even started)

dun expect me to score well this time..

everyone is in a joyful mood but i need study..

18/2 excel paper
19/2 java paper
22/2 poa
24/2 fom
2/3 stats

y i always have so many things to do?

tml going playing mahjong liao

hahah

2010-01-31T04:00:00.000-08:00

LIFE IS SAD!!!

everyone will not know when the day will be coming

my eyes are swollen, i cried for 1 wk liao plus not enough slp

OPEN ur eyes n see who is the one is fillial.

there is differeent measurement for fillial.

i can say that i also see most of the ugly side of the world.

it is enough..

sadly my cousin is involved in hospital.

bad things happend at once. i cannot take it n cry n cry

u KNOw y??? every wk i will go his housse de n his kids are ones that i feed milk since they are born

is it fast? i am old already..

i really scare bad things will happen but cannot be avoided

i learnt lots things that u all may not know...

terribly need a breaak.. no mood to study just let it go

u are in Wrong, if it is me i will beg for my mistake.

i need clothes, cause not enough black n white.

should i give u a cal?

i remember the days..

2010-01-09T06:03:00.000-08:00

ARH!!! LEG PAIN!!!

went vivo with YL today..

my legs very damn pain...

soo many ppl and lots of shops...

lots of things that i like but no money..

we spent the most time in toys R us...

2 more days!!!

2010-01-07T05:57:00.000-08:00

MY GFS!!!
the final awesome shot!
everyone smile...LOL..^^

taken today when we r bored...

(nick's extra hand)

i realised i never post pics for long time and photos of my GFS

4 MORE DAys TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

time flies... almost 1 yr in poly..

today open house soo many ppl... then the mrt train also... sian

different feeling when u step in poly compare to others...

arh... going 18 liao.. a bit old...

things had to change, time need to adjust

STRESS!!! by this sem...

short sem n lots of hills of things that i need to do...

i am lazy anyway...

BYEZ

2010-01-03T05:30:00.000-08:00

ARGGGG!!!!

see docotor in the morning again...

i had allegery on my face... never go 4e2 chalet

sad.. always miss it de....hahah

BROKE!!! I NEED $$$$

sch starting tml... sian.. holiday also sian... dun no y

looking forward to my birthday!!! this yr is different got SOMEONE SPECIAL to celebrate with me

hahah... i think u all know who....

3 weeks see 4 times doctor... like go chit-chat with doctor LOL...

i am having plantar warts on my foot... pain

u all may not heard of it.. google it bah

sad...

my 2010 started off with a miracle!!!

my ah gong coma 2 mths then on 2jan suddenly open the eyes

AWESOME!!!

nice beginning of the year

i believe is a gd yr ahead

sometimes is glad to have a caring parents!!!

byez

2009-12-30T07:11:00.000-08:00

TML movie with kai sin at 10am...

finally i made my promise...

fun chalet..

watch chipmunks 2 VERY NICE LEH....

next post upload photos...

thinking wan gg tml chalet??

chalet week!!!

2009-12-20T03:33:00.000-08:00

ARH!! SIAN!!!

my cousin went back to malaysia liao...

i was busy so did not ans ur phone or sms

hahah...

i MISS THEM BADLY

how arh???

with them was FUN..

now i alone then sian again...

although we onli see each other once a yr...

BUT i like very close to them...

ARERHH!!!

i thought i dun like to play liao... i grown up

but no lol...

my cough haven recover....

this holiday i spent the most on medical fees

i went to rebond my hair liao...

my cousin wedding was AWESOME!!

DAMN NICE !!

i think i goin to work soon...

suddenly think of school

then shi luo ...

BYEZ

2009-12-16T03:23:00.000-08:00

SORRY!!! KAI SIN

i disapointed you...

for those who dun no...

i am running a high fever this few day n had flu, cough

but i also recovered now...

mon night 3+am...

i am running a fever but at night i see doctor liao..

doctor took temperature is 38

but 3+am i took is 38.7

i also fainted... really weak to talk

i wake up slowly n eat bread then medicine..

i dare not cal anyone up...

everyone is sick n tired...

i "ren" but moment i think i wan faint liao...

then dun no y my mum will wake up..

she take care of mi till moring then see doctor again...

THANKS MUM!!!

i spent 88dollar to see 2 doctors...

i almost broke liao...

lots of things waiitng for mi to do..hahah

tml if my cough haven recover see doctor again..

tml go rebond hair n at night go raffles to have wedding dinner

41days u haven wake up..

there is a moment u open your eyes n we thought u will wake up....

BYEZ

2009-12-12T05:30:00.000-08:00

TIRED!! MY WHOLE BODY R IN GReAt PAIN

arh... stupid ulcer...

this few days very weird cannot sleep at night...

then never mind but very energetic

like owl LOL...

hahah...

i now keep playing games cause got time

random...
BYEZ

2009-12-11T05:51:00.000-08:00

ARH!!!

my lips going to bleed soon cause ONE NIGHT NEVER SLEEP ONLY!!!!

mum said too heaty liao..

MST OVER! YEAH^^

results dun no how????

just back from hospital...arh... confused

now then i realised things that i learn is black now is white

then white is black ...

FAINT....

just bought a dress... for dinner hahah...

nice day with triples...

MY SCHEDULE this week
tml -- work
sun--work
mon--chalet
tue--chalet
wed--snow city
thur-- wedding dinner
fri--work
sat--work
sun--bbq

hahah... busy life^^

i realised i smile that time is because u held my hands

2009-12-05T06:46:00.000-08:00

COMPLETELY NOT IN THE MOOD OF STUDYING!!!

my life seems to down with problems...

ah gong coma for ONE MONTH...

doctor say no hope!!! WTH!!!

DOCTORS SUCKS!!!!

ah gong actually wan to attend both weddings de... tml is one of them..

ARH..SHOULD I GO???

MON got Java which i cannot handle de...

WE ARE THINKING TO SUE THE DOCTOR...

i dun believe in doctors nowadays...

If I HAD A CHOICE I RATHER GIVE UP!!!

my ah gong haven give up then DOCTORS SAY NO POINT!!! WHY DUN INJECT HIM N LET HIM GO!!!!

IDIOT DOCTORS!!!

family is in TERRIBLE MOOD NOW!!!

how i would wish you are there once again n held my hands...

2009-11-06T07:14:00.000-08:00

AH gong is now fighting a chance of living...

today went to see him...then doctor saw still haven wake up

but they expect him to wake up...

Situation is BAD simply... hope can wake up by tml or sun

or else is bad...

doctor said whoever wan see him then faster...

even we talk the doctor cannot gurantee he can hear...

nowadays DOCTORS SUCK!!!

my ah gong got heart problem also never Say!!!!!

THEN BEFORE OPERATION DO THE BODY CHECK UP ALSO SAY NO PROBLEM!!!

YET PROBLEM HAPPENED!

if is mi i rather give up operation..

since everyone need to die then i chose to die early..

y live so long to go through the pain???

family now is in a mess...

but i know we still can joke around...

SOME THINGS TO SAY:

saw miss lee at hospital
saw mrs kwok at hospital
saw a working auntie at hospital

LOL!!! soo 'qiao'

A joke: my aunt cal my dad wrong name is ah beng know ah meng

i just hope u are there to hold my hands this time round...

JY ah gong!!

2009-11-04T20:46:00.000-08:00

FINALLY END IDEA PRESENTATION!!

pretty depressed when doing it...

i last min chiong from 7pm+ to 11pm+ to do a stupid idea..

i ask around for the ideas..

THANK YOU!!! to everyone i ask....

I learnt a lots of things through this ZBRUSh...

in life lots of things are not wat u think n it will eventually happened de..

when its time to give up then give up...

hahah!

yesterday when to co then 1st time can feel the pressure in the grp...

arh!! changing instrument again...

SAD for wat????

am i in fault again?

BYEZ

2009-10-31T23:17:00.000-07:00

A terrible sore throat!

actually was quite ok BUT after goin tuition for 2 hrs..

my throat started to pain..

the moment i swallow my saliva, the pain is like swallowing a sword..

DAMN PAIn!

i "ren" till morning then go see doctor...

no choice i have to take a break after a tiring week...

BUT a busy week again

MON-- have to go tuition again as they r having exams
TUE-- Tution
Wed-- IDEA PRESENTATION & CO practice

all this need my voice ARH!

tution is a BIG commitment for those who dun realise...

ppl break we dun hav, student we more busy, worry their results

hiaz...

my dec holidays are really packed ok!--- i said it b4

6/12-- wedding
17/12-- wedding
25/12 to 28/12--- goin malaysia
28/12 to 30/12-- DFI chalet
30/12 to 3/1-- 4e2 Chalet

I GOT A CAMP UP cOMiNg also in dec BUT dun no when...

FOR THOSE WHO DUN NO POLY LIFE WELL, DEC IS ONLI A 3 WEEK HOLIDAY.
IT WILL BE PACKED WITH PROJECTS N ASSIGNMENTS!
JUST GIVE PPL A THOUGHT LA!

NOT OFFENCE!

i already predicted BUT most of the events i say NOT SURE!!!

BECAUSE i dun no got others things popped out!!! OR I WILL BE SICK otherwise....

i am trying to copped with my busy schedule soo try not to ask mi out during dec

my brain is flooded with current affaris only, i just realised i cannot take in others liao...

BYEZ

2009-10-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

I am having a flu now... i think goin to fall ill soon...

This sem is pretty tiring and headache for me..

If i am able to survive then thank god!

my cousin just visited me... long time since we last met.. hahah

my niece called me 姑姑。sounded like very old...

time flies isn't it.. then we all visited another cousin..

it seems to be like touring around LOL

had a long chat then advice her to go poly then Ite...

hiaz... i think my number of student goin to increase by next yr

cause even my cousin wan me to tutor then will be very busy ...

tml meeting Zorine.. haha...

2009-10-19T07:35:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JIA WEI!

2009-10-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

I collected my pay!!! WOOHOOO!!!

i dun expect soo much de ahahha...

went eat mac with pq n zorine.... very full arh...

then went bugis with zorine..

spent lots of money..

i bought a jacket, a wallet, a bag, 2 t-shirts, 1 bracelet...

HAPPY!!! lots of things are done...

we walked till legs pain just to get the angel n devil shirts..

LOL

hahah..a good news..

my mum just recently became a boss

HAHAH!!! i support her by my money n energy...

monday will be working again..

i think my life is nothing but onli working

BUT time flies when working n somemore got money!!!

had FUN today..

pq took lots of photos today with the cheques LOL

saw Dean today at bugis.. random

I HATE NEW TIMETABLE!

BYEZ

2009-10-02T05:54:00.000-07:00

是失眠了吗？

我知道我要睡觉可是却睡不着。

有时候不知道要开心还是难过？

发生了那么大的事大家却不告诉我？

不知该说大家关心我还是认为不需要我担心？

大家原来是这样看我的，有些事你们不说但我却还知到。

那不是我聪明!而是我的直觉告诉我的。

你们不说我也能体会，但我觉得我的生活方式也不是如此吗？

连我爸都说我的弱点是不爱讲话！

我有改进不是吗？

人的心情不就是这样反复无常。

突然想出国。不管跟谁了。

不是我不听你的电话，只是听了也不是在说一样的东西。

我不想听也不想回答一些我不会回答的问题。

2009-09-29T08:47:00.000-07:00

Suddenly thought of Something!

U actually said i ATTTITUDE!!!!!

i think is u okay?

PISSED OFF!!! Idiot!

random..

i felt very sleepy casue watched dramas till very late..

ARGGG!! i dun wan sleep

i rather dun be awake to face this reality...

love or hate?

I let u choose.

2009-09-20T07:46:00.000-07:00

I am bored!

tml never go to work.. lol

wat to do at home beside playing, eating, sleeping

i wanted to go out but i am tired

everyday seems to mi like no difference..

when is day? when is night? when is mon , tue, wed,thur,fri? when is sat or sun? when is holiday?

hahah... but time flies indeed...

i miss lots of things...

i promise my HUI YUN to go out de..

i promise lots of ppl to go out with them BUT time is short

I hope i can enjoy my life.. till results out..

BYEZ

2009-09-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOOO!!!

EXAM ENDED!!! with the last paper ECONS!!!

hiaz... all can pass jiu hao le...

soo happy finally holiday n HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!! to mi, zorine, yanling,shin ying

I think this is our first time to celebrate our teachers day with our students n received their gifts...

so happy cause got 1 more holiday for mi but i still got teach on teachers day...

got a flower as my FIRST teachers day PRESENT...

post photos other day...

one last thing! STOP THE PRANK CALL!

BYez

2009-08-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

I am here to update!!! together with zorine...

I am SUPER NO MOOD to do anything lol...

I should be studying... 2 more to go must endure

BUT i simply cannot make it cause is DBMS n ECONS

recently happened lots of things...

i felt that everytime got exam then something will happen

it make mi to lose my heart to study

IS GOD PLAYING WITH ME?

i just complained to ZORINE

IS 1 brain n 1 heaRT enough?

Soo many things to think n worry...

Really one day will break down de...

I think to give up some but i realised i will miss it in the end..

SUN goin SUNTEC to eat lunch lol...

sooo far then mon exam leh... no choice dun waste ticket ma

but it seems to be like a business lunch?

wat can i do there beside eating?

i remember wat u told mi but do u remember wat i said???

I MISS ZORINE n PQ

BYEZ

2009-08-16T05:44:00.000-07:00

ITs RAining!!! I hate it...

jux back from dinner n saw yvette n her family eating..

a bit weird cause i jux chatted wif her in the morning n evening juz saw her...

Funny! we are jux a few tables away..

JIA YOU!!! TO ZORINE as she was having exam on 18th...

i think i am suffering from depression

CAUSE i jux saw a news article that report..

ppl who sleep alot means that they are suffering from depression or some illness...

THEn muz becareful...

BYEZ

2009-08-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

YES!!! I DID IT!!

I AM SELECTED BY SPOT!!

SAD Cause JIA WEI not in...

I am soo de nervous thinking i did not get in but I WAS WRONG...

Yesterday i had i feeling that phone will ring but i put it in silent mode...

N i decide to check it out.. indeed there was a miss cal n a sms...

It was TRUE.. I Predicted...

Today went to meet the director n he was super strict...

I was shocked.. when he said 2 mins late...

Lucky i am not the one...

he jux shoot u a question then u must annswer it...

Hiaz.... dun no i made the right choice ma?

i was super busy then dun no can cope ma...

I need to read n see news EVERYDAY...

cause i need to be prepare n well- updated by current affairs...

I think u all will b sian... if i evryday tel u all news bah...

I decided to go for it liao...

GO GO!!

coming to an end of semster liao...

JIA YOU!! I can do it...

invisible stress is the stress de stress

Stop the prank call!!! IDOIT

BYEZ...

2009-08-08T06:52:00.000-07:00

Looking forward to monday!!! BUt only afternoon... cause morning still got tuition...

hiaz... ppl holiday i still got to teach...

Exams are coming but i am more worried my students test...not mine lol

I jux changed hp... haha... not very expensive de la...

DO I LOOK VERY SAD???

my dad suddenly ask mi wan change hp... i replied go c lo....

we stayed at the shop for almost 1hr... chatted wif e salesppl

even they also make mi laugh!!!! like i knew them lol.... mayb bah

By the way, e joke is a bit dots... even my dad also laugh...

U MAKE IT!!! THANKS!!!

even my lazy mum actually pull mi out to shop!!!

even i go eat the ppl there also ask mi some lame questions....

how i hope that things will be easy....

goin out wif zorine,sheena n some of them on mon...^^

BYEZ

2009-08-02T01:20:00.000-07:00

Finally finished our ONOW PRESENTATION!!!

almost every sat must meet to do... finally can rest on sat liao..ahaha...

NICK WAS ALWAYS LATE!!!

everyone waiting for him... i called him that no ans he sms said he jus wake up

THEN... we wait then we wondered y he haven reach????

HE WAS BACK TO SLEEP AGAIN...

we almost fainted when we heard... but he still got come....

Thanks to him.. we ended late...

after that go JP with esther n mindy...

i seriously hated to online liao... soo de lazy...

i know i had no stand then dun ask mi question that i dun no ok....

stupid idiot...

hahaha... i told ZORINE...

I realised she also cannot sleep these few days ...

MAyb we both are thinking the same thing...

i think i regreted....

BYEZ

2009-07-31T06:08:00.000-07:00

I wan sleep that wat i know now...

jux see doctor with my mum accompany mi....

NO FAST FOOD! NO COLD DRINKS! SLEEP EARLY!

the docotor know mi very well haahha...

i dun wan see doctor but no choice.. my stomach is giving mi problem...

i know my body well.. but wat she said is true as i knew it long ago....

I PROMISE TO LISTEN TO HER!!!!

looking forward to holidays....

2009-07-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

TIRED!!!!

I was not in the mood to study... exams are coming le.... die....

jux back from CO n poly 50....

the runners are soo de 'chiong' lo...

there is people who injuired while running...

i was there thinking need to sacrifice their life ma???

life is more precious... cuz got one onli... there jux dun get it....

mayb people who lost it b4 will then realise...

In this world there is people who work hard but some dun

although i felt that to do ur best is right but in some way is wrong....

example: POLY 50

people run like dun wan life like that n injuired themselves

DO you think is worth it?

It is correct to do ur best BUT are u keeping the best to protect ur life???

WIN??? Is that u simply wan????

As an outsider today i see that this race is already far away from WIN OR LOSE???

MOST IMPORTANTLY IS THE PROCESS!!!!

I felt disgusting with people splitting salvia, vomitting, bleeding....

while these ppl are those runners...sucks....

i regret standing there...

LUCKY! GOT ZORInE SMSing MI, I Am PRETTY BORED THERE....

treasure now n regret later....

my heart is not with mi...

I DUN nO y

2009-07-22T06:58:00.000-07:00

jux pretty sad n felt that die mayb is the only solution...

wat for living in this world everyday sadly, jux die n i no need care soo much...

i am jealous u can smile without giving a thought to others....

HOW I WISH I AM JUST A TREE, NO FEELINGS AND NO NEED CARE FOR OTHERS...

mayb one day i will jux die but this is wat i wan....

mayb i think too much but this is wat i currently feeling...

i feel like giving up my studies liao...

I always told myself to be contended about my life...

which also means i can jux die straight without any regrets....

2009-07-11T06:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN---10/7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELINDA--11/7

Haiz.. lots of things haven done but i am not in the mood cause of somethings...

I WAN TO SHARE A STORY TO YI CONG..

when i was sec 1 mi n yvette wan to join Chinese Orchestra but sch dun hav... my fren join outside de then recommed mi to go... which i heard yrs ago...

sec 1 ended n i join liao.. it was pretty fun n tiring but i felt time flies when i was at CO...
practice was on sat if got concert then even sun also got...

when i was that i felt a bit sad cause i was considered the 'old' one liao cause everyone is pri sch de... i hate y i never join earlier n i am a bit slow...

Gradually my fren never go practice liao then left mi alone but i make frens... then sometimes my section no ppl cum then i play solo...

I very stress till i shiver lol... everyone stared at mi.. i try my best to play..but very soft then instructor say i never eat rice arh...

instructor sometime gd but most of time very angry cause he 1 person teach lots of sch...
one day i late.. then i enter the rm he said late arh then dun cum liao la...
this is his character but used to it liao...

BUT U KNOW IN THE 1ST PLACE... MY DAD DISAGREE MI TO JOIN DE...
he scolded n scolded... i still insist wat i think is right...

IN THE END HE AGREED...

HE TOLD MI GO DO UR BEST DUN THROW MY FACE HORZ...

I WAS SOOOOOO DE HAPPY..HAHHAHA...

FINALLY I SUCCEEDD^^

so do wat u think wat is right n continue it even if got lots of obstacles...
u will suceed..

REMEMBER I AM A REAL LIFE EXAMPLE...

i am a stubborn person who will no change my mind even i die....
my frens got a chance to know it in this week...
dun talk to much about it.. its very looong..

i am in a serious BAD mood i knew it... i will explode sooonnn...

i am a person who is care abt ''frenship''....

if not i will not care sooo de much...

maybe i am very emotional.... i really dun wan go sch liao... stay at home more gd... no one disturb mi... n i really wan PEACE..

i really wan go bugis again... cause to go find her... really wan go hahaha....

BYEZ